oh to be in love just like gaspard and lisa <3
i forgor to stock the mini fridge when i closed last night i feel so guilty i hope they forgive me 🥺🙏😭 goody two shoes ass
anyways im rebounding with a pretty trans girl named victoria we’ve gotten high together n fucked etc but i didn’t feel anything special until yesterday when she came to see me at work (i was buying her weed haha) and basically the first thing she did was give me a little kiss and i kinda got some butterflies? but we haven’t discussed relationships or anything. but uh we have decided my boypussy is hers so 😳
god. being bpd really did ruin the best relationship of my entire life. hms.
my friend dell hasn’t eaten in 3 days and he’s finally found a job but has been cut to one day a week, and i have a feeling they’ll fire him soon. he struggles with transportation. his cashapp was closed for unexplained reasons, he used to use his cashapp card for everything.
paypal: delldood
venmo tbd
he’s homeless again.
i am too.
my cashapp venmo paypal are: ftlarow
moved into an inn🧍♂️
living in a hotel for who knows how long, may or may not lose my job, my friends are twofaced gaslighters, i don’t have any of my shit, and my dad is telling people i do heroin and coke and called the cops on me twice and apparently came to the hotel looking for me
“androgynous” i say well i do have a deepish voice and facial hair so i am read as male generally but stjll






